BORED!

im bored!

FCUKIN BITCH

OK Shit! I was doing my blog for the week and some shitz happened and it didn't save. I wrriting a heck of alot and now its all gone. So I am pissed and I'm not in the mood for writing anything. So imma summarize... I hanged out with a friend Saturday and went to Vernadette's debut today. FCUK... here's to another LAME ass WEEK ahead... LATTES...

Fourth of July Weekend

Well tonight is July 4th… I went to my Uncle’s house and had a family get together as we have done every year. Foods and fireworks as usual. I had an OK time. But yeah its kinda boring except for the karaoke sing along and the fireworks show. As I sit here, I realized that high school is really over. I mean I haven’t seen my friends in like forever and we haven’t hanged out in like???... forever. I did managed to hang out with some certain people though… which is cool. I’m expanding my networks of friends I should say. My weekend was hellah fun. Because of the fact that I’m still laid off at work, I have a chance to go out and stay out without my parentals bitchin at me for coming home so late. I simply use my work to get out of the house. OMG by the way, my aunt visited me at work yesterday and I wasn’t there. LOL. I told her that I was taking my break to avoid getting busted. ANYWAY… my weekend…


SATURDAY- Ruf and I hanged out. We went to the mall and West Hollywood since I suggested the place. We also picked up my ex. O afterwards. It was nice seeing my ex. He was a lot cuter even hotter. I guess I missed the guy. This was actually the first time we’ve seen each other ever since we broke up. That was back in January. Seven months ago. WOW! Time really does go fast. It was cool…fun. We went to eat at CPK and went to Kat’s house and watched “HOSTAGE”. The movie was hellah intense but too bad I didn’t get to finish it. I had to leave since I have to be home at 12:30. The night was awesome. I think Ruf likes me. But O told me that he felt that I was angry at him because of the way I acted. He also told me that I changed … he said I am more confident now… hehe awww… anyway… I’m not mad at him. I just felt a bit weird since it was the first time we’ve seen each other in a long time. And we also transitioned from being BF’s to friends so of course, the way I’m gonna act towards him will be different. I guess he was so used to the BF side of me…


SUNDAY- Ruf and I decided to hang again. This time we were off to L.A. in North Hollywood I guess, coz he asked me to help him moves some of his stuff to his new apartment. I got a chance to see his workplace which is a really cool bakery and coffee shop combined called “Paneros”. We got to his old place we chilled and packed his stuff. He kinda came on to me but I didn’t gave in. I guess I’m not attracted to him or I guess I just don’t feel like doing anything with him. I think I he got a bit pissed but its not my fault. I’m not as easy as I used to be lol especially now that I just got checked and came out negative. This time I’m looking for the right one instead of just a one time thing. The thing is, I got a chance to see the sweet side of Ruf when we got to his new apartment. It was really nice by the way except for the area that he’s about to live in. Afterwards, he took me to a Thai restaurant which was a lot of fun. I love the atmosphere which felt like we were actually in Thailand. The food was amazing and the price was just right. I had a good time with Ruf. He’s a true gentleman. A good converser (is that even a word) and a good listener. Everything at the restaurant was perfect except when I spilled soup in my pants. Again he paid for everything. He also took me to Mullholland Drive where we got to see a spectacular view of the LA area. It was cool up there. I wanted to stay there forever. We were alone and he kinda hug me from time to time. It felt kinda nice. Heheh he said I smelled good… AXE baby… lol… Ruf is a really nice guy… ROMANCE?

KARMA

Summer is sooo boring. No one has called me to go out, no plans of going out, and I haven't gone out this week besides the hang outon Wednesday. I’m kinda regretting not taking any summer school classes at UC El Camino. But yeah I still haven’t talked to my manager about working again. I’m too darn lazy, but yeah my moolah’s running out so I need to head back to work. I miss working tho. Anyway summer so far sucks major balls. Its sooo boring. I didn’t do anything other than to stay home and watch television. I enjoyed watching the marathon of America’s Next Top Model though. But overall, its way too boring. I don’t know what to do.


Anyway, I got rejected again. The person I went out with on Wednesday did not feel any romantic chemistry between us. It hurts coz I have a crush on this person but what can I do? Blah! Seems like KARMA really comes around. I deserve it… I guess after ignoring someone who is crazy about me. But yeah from now on I’m not gonna look for love. I’ll let it come to me. I just have to get my priorities straight which is college and driving. No more of those looking for love shitz. BLAH! It’s kinda weird that within a month I went to a guy who has two people crazy over me to none… lonely… single… nada. RAHHHH! I just missed the cuddling and making out part of the relationship I guess. Eh! Whatever. Imma lay low. No more romance for me. Enough about love. LOVE is BULLCRACK!


Anyway I really want to buy a IPOD and a laptop. Lately I want some electronics in my possession which is kinda weird. But yeah as soon as I get my job back, these two are first on my list of things to buy. I also am preparing for El Camino for the Fall semester. I am interested in a lot of their programs but the thing is, I don’t know what to major in. I’m a bit confuse but I’m pretty sure that I’ll find my major… just get me to college first.

RAHHHHH... I Like Someone

As I sit here typing this blog... I feel a familiar feeling that I dislike so much. I think I like someone but the thing is... I dont know if the person likes me back. Sucks... here it goes again. I hate this feeling but it always tend to happen. Rahhhh! We actually hanged out tonight but the thing is... it ended early. I think I bored the person. HAHA my dad actually was surprise that I came home and I got out of the house sooo late. I hate it when he's happy lol. But yeah! Its Blah! Blah! Blah! Blah! Romance sucks... but I hate being single... Im fucking weird. Anyway summer so far sucks. I've been stuck at home with nothing to do. Thank God for cable. But yeah! I need excitement. Tonight was cool though even if it ended early. Coffee and the Beach... Romantic shitz but nothing romantic happened. I'm bummed. I'm not the person's type. It sucks to be me. I guess imma cry myself to sleep lol, listening to Ryan Cabrera's "TRUE". haha Lattes for now.

First Day Of No School

Graduation… man that was like 4 days ago. Anyway right now it just hit me that I’m am done with high school. Its Monday today and there’s no more waking up in the morning to get ready for high school, no more walking to school, and no more late tardy bells at 7:41 in the morning. No more lunch at the cafeteria with friends, no more journalism, no more, no more. I also realized that everything that I do from now on is actually towards my career which will affect the way I live. Its serious now. I can’t believe it. I dreamt about leaving high school and now that I’m out of it… I actually want to go back. Sadly… I can’t. I guess its one of those things where you don’t know how good you have it until it gone. RAHHHH! Anyway I’m a bit excited though… I have a whole new adventure ahead of me. New places to visit, people to meet, perhaps the love of my life (fingers crossed) new things to learn. EL CAMINO here I come. And to everything that I’ve left behind… or the things that will leave me behind… I’LL MISS YOU and I will never forget the memories.

Graduation 2005

Graduation week was fun. It was sooo eventful. I had things planned from Monday until Friday (man I wish it was like that everyday/ week). Highlights are the lunch with my journalism teacher and friends at TGIF. We had fun talking about the year’s highlights. It was the first time that a teacher treated me to lunch. Grad rehearsal, senior barbeque, and cap and gown pick up was also cool. And my favorite, shopping for grad clothes was definitely awesome. I am now graduating… at last.
Graduation Day was at Home Depot Center on June 23, 2005. It was hella hot. I got burned which is something that I am not happy about. I had a blast tho. It was a proud moment. My whole family came and some friends. It was greatly appreciated. I also found out that I graduated with HONORS which is something that I wasn’t expecting. My sis also gave me those HAWAIIAN leis. I luved it. Mi Familia went to eat at Seafood Town and I headed to Erwin’s party. Some shitz happened with friends but it got settled. Its something I’d rather not talk about. But yeah.
After telling my parentals that I am off to GRAD NIGHT, my homies and I headed to Anaheim to go clubbin at THE BOOGIE. All my gal got hit on by disgusting looking men lol. It was a night of booggying har har. After it was over, we headed to someones house to party until the day break. I was so exhausted tho so the only partying I did was ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Unfortunately… I didn’t get laid…. BLAH!!! BOOOOO!!! HIssssSSS!!!! Lol Maybe next time.
Saturday was fun. Two of the BRUIN Roxanne and Nette threw a Grad Party to celebrate the SUPER HIGH HONOR they received from high school . I also went to Riils afterwards. But yeah I don’t think there’s anything going on from now on. BOO! But it was fun while Graduation Spirit lasted . I had the ultimate graduation week and its more that what I can ask for.
CLASS of 2005 FOREVER!!!

STUPIDITY...A Cellphone Story

Anyway me and my Advanced Studies Academy decided to go to the beach to celebrate.. Of course I did go... Everything was fine and fun as usual... swimming and having a blast with my friends... then it suddenly hit me that my cellphone as well as my wallet wa still in my pocket. FUCKER!!! I soaked my cellphone. The wallet wasn't that badly soaked but my cell wasn't woking. I was so pissed.... Sprint doesn't have a SIM card and it gonna be hard and expensive to replace. In addition, all my numbers would be deleted.... RAHHHHH!!!! I was sooooo pissed and angry.... I tried to enjoy the rest of the day in spite of the devastating event that happened. We enjoyed a fancy lunch at the beach with my friend anette, paul, and roxy. It was nice... GOsh! I'm gonna miss them... but yeah the good thing is... my cellphone is working now... i hope it doesn't go all buzerk on me again. But I was so relieved though coz I can't live without my cellphone. I feel incomplete without it. And now, I don't have to pay to have it fixed or replaced. I'm so broke and I'm trying to save as much money as I can since I got laid off from the job and graduation week is coming. Man! I have alot of plans next week. Going out and partying RAHHHH I can't wait...

LAST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL

Gosh I never thought I'd say this but I actually don't want to leave school. Today was the last day of our "normal" high school day because next week is graduation week and its pretty much nuthing. I can't believe it but high school is really over for me. I'm gonna miss alot of things especially that cafeteria table hanged out at for almost 4 years. "TEAR" I'm gonna miss high school... and everyone... CLASS of 2005!!! FOREVER